I have no idea what I'm doing, because I have no idea what I want. 2006 was a year of waste. Evertything I gained in friendships, relationships and professionally in that year has come undone by the end of it. No close friends anymore. A rocky relationship. A job that has settled nicely on to the road to nowhere.
Pick yourself up and try again, right?
I don't know anymore. I did that last year because I knew what I wanted. A job for a year, new friends...
I don't know what I want anymore. Jobs will forever get boring, you will forever end up hating the people you work with - especially when they're not as funny as they think they are. No person can totally be trusted as a friend.
Someone will always be waiting to fuck you over for no reason.
So, in summary? I have nothing. I want nothing.
Except a cigarette.
2 comments:
baby - we live in a sea of people who have no idea what they are doing or what they want in their lives. the people that say they know what they want, don't really know. they just think they do. but hold on, then they change their minds. over and over again. the fact of the matter is that those people tend to just grab at the first thing that holds a little interest for them. and they just go for that. and when they get there, they may not even like what they see or what they are. we are all destined to fail over and over again. one day we will get it right. keep trying, you'll make it to happiness I swear :)
Hrmm, that post wasn't the happy upbeat post I was waiting for over the past few days. It sucks that you are feeling down, and I'm guessing giving up the nicotine won't be helping the cause.
I hope things are alright eh, and this year can't be as bad as the last. It's time things started looking up for us all, and I think this will be the year for it.
Looks like everyone has had a rough past few days, but keep pushing on man. It will all be worth it in the end.
I hope I haven't just been a massive disappointment to you :(
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