So yeah. Everyone lied to me. Several of them are still lying to me. But oh well, time to be over it. If only because if I get drunk and angry again my luck is going to run out for real and bad shit will probably happen.
My advice to us all? Stop fucking others over on the pretense of friendship. Stop ranking your friends. Stop playing them against each other. Stop doing stupid shit for women.
I may or may not get fired tomorrow, as I walked out of work yesterday. I've never thought I actually expected others to consider me in their actions at any stage. But I guess I do expect some basic level of respect.
Light Grenades is now 'available'. It's not all together bad. It just never takes off or something. Like an hour and a half of sex without an orgasm. Awesome, but lacking. Oh and Incubus? Turn down they gay already, jesus.
Do you like the new format, btw? :D Go the triskelion!
Flat hunting is going ok, but it's always tedious. I just want to have a place and be settled already. I'm looking forward to the new start.
I feel kinda proud that I'm getting away from all this shit finally. It's a nice feeling of....superiority knowing that you're leaving that incestuous, lying bullshit behind you. I hope it stays there though. People have been dredging my shit up against my will for ages now. Why? It doesn't concern you. It's my past. I've learnt what I've learnt. My mistakes are my own. Those I've hurt have forgiven me, or I have offered unaccepted apologises. I consider that the end of those matters. I wish people would agree on that one.
I wish people wouldn't make the same mistakes as me.
