Ahem.

Excuse me, I had something in my throat :)

What a strange few days - this emotional yo-yo thing is getting a tad tedious.

It was a full-on weekend - I felt more drained today at work than I have in a very long time. Friday night was awesome. We had only a reasonable amount of alcohol but all of us got heavily boozed. We yelled, we screamed, we roared, we laughed, I punched a car. We even played a bit of pool.

I caught up with Robyn, Tessa, Bella, Sarah (lols) and Alex (more lols) which was awesome. It's been a long time since I've seen any of them...

To the angry half of my mates - you guys are fucking awesome. Been awhile since I've felt like I should trust a friend totally but what the hell! It's fucking mean to know that someone is willing to watch your back. Thanks guys, I can't express my gratitude enough without sounding really gay.

To my metal-faced friend (that's not an insult btw;): You are distinctly beginning to give me the impression that in some way you have over-taken us in some kind of emotional sense. There was a time when it felt like we were trying to hold you up (and we did so without any bad feelings :) and now...
Sometimes it feels like I'm helping you up...and then all of a sudden I pull back for a brief moment and I realise you're the one doing the holding up. Progress, or evolution, or maturing or whatever you want to call it...it's not always obvious in others....I think you're stronger than you may realise you are man. So realise already...if you haven't, that is! I hope you take this for what it is intended to be - a very large compliment.

Peace out guys.


"Woahhh....
The more I see the less I know..
The more I want to let it go."