No matter how hot she is, some guy is sick of her shit...

True words from a man who is bitter, er, wise beyond his years.

Life is fucked up.

There's been so much drama in my life in the last month and a half it's beginning to make 2004/5 look like a walk in the park....

What is it about me that causes drama? Why am so damned wrapped it in all the time these days? Why am I so afraid of working or trying for something now?

I know when I stopped, when I changed, but I don't know why. I don't know how to change back. I don't know if I can be fucked changing back. I don't know if I want to change back. I don't know if changing back is actually a good idea.

Ok so I just read Joel's blog, really he beat me to it...
Women are intense. They make men act like retards. If you're not with them, it's even crazier.

They are also the only thing that will drive many of us to actual, initiated violence. (Real sorry about that dude :$)

I feel proud I helped prove his philsophy in 'conquest denial'.

Women + righteousness + pride = intense defence.

Fuck I don't even really know what I'm going on about here. I want a bourbon but it makes me angry:(



EDIT: Remember. No how bad her shit fucked you up...there's someone else out there who is waiting to do it worse. ;D

EDIT 2: I miss Possum. :( I loved that kitty! (admittedly, my actions at the end of our time together didn't show that, but it was an intense time! She was a memory bearer!)